Soon to be Mrs X

I found out about the hubs through google, after I was searching topics on divorce. The soon to be ex husband and I separated this time last year. He left me, he could not take any more of the cancer or the depression. Needless to say I was heartbroken, I had given my all to this man, I came from a troubled upbringing, abusive dad beating mum up, getting in the way. Not wanting to get married myself, but then getting involved with the soon to be ex, I decided if I was going to get married it would be for life, especially coming from a religious Christian background.

His solicitor contacted my solicitor last week asking whether I had received the papers yet. For some reason I got so upset, even though I knew this was coming, but I was angry at myself as to why I was crying. Anyhow I have still not received the paper work even though he lodged them back in October. I have to e-mail my solicitor on what to do next, either get the papers resent to her, or get them sent to myself again. I wish I could bury my head in the sand, or hide until this is all over.

19th December 2010

I sent an e-mail to my solicitor asking her to get the papers resent to me, and also for her to discuss financial matters with his solicitors. I think it's a positive step for me for doing this, I could have easily left it and waited for a server to come to my door.

25th December 2010

I have felt so low today, it was a year last year we spilt before Christmas, but I was still hoping to reconcile. Anyhow I have got through the day, it was just my sister and myself for Christmas dinner with our pets, it was quiet but nice.